Busy May, Thankful May

Had a very very busy month of May..that's the reason why I was not able to post a single entry for that month..well actually...it started in the last few weeks of April..work stuff just started to pile up on top of each other..add to that..some personal financial responsibilities caught up with me...and I also did a little traveling to the Visayas region...

[the heat...unbearable..here..there..everywhere...]

Given my busy schedule last month, I'm usually exhausted at the end of the day..so I sleep early...since the premise of this blog is me having a sleepless night in order to write..well..that didn't quite work did it?

Anyway, here I am now..being given a short respite from the task load at work [dunno how long that's gonna last]...I get the chance to stay up a little late and catch up with this little web space of mine ...

It's funny how I find myself complaining a little bit whenever my work gets loaded and becomes extremely busy.. and when I'm not doing anything I complain too[boy reklamo ka na din Dave?]...hindi naman ata... its just strange...its not that I don't like my work...[love it actually] I don't like being busy...I don't like being idle either...hahaha..It's a balancing act I guess...

But come to think of it...being busy at work...it's a good thing...someone once told me that If work is busy..then it means business is good...and for a small starting company like ours, those things are very important...there's just an influx of projects right now...add to that..I can feel that my skills are really being appreciated...when I started working in my current job..i barely do development..only when I'm needed to..and that's great..most of the time its because I'm the only one who could do it [HA!!! FEELING!! angas...hehehe]...most of my job focuses on working on Technical Designs and reviewing codes...and of course conducting training...but now..thankfully..I've progressed and I'm now involved in functional stuff..project analysis..estimating and other higher level stuff...last May 25 marked my first year anniversary in my current job..so looking back...I say I've progressed pretty darn well...

Also, the fact that I have financial responsibilities to my family now means that I'm at a financial level wherein I can handle those big things now...[and you still have enough to buy stuff for yourself]...yis!! good job Dave!! hahaha...

[Wow!! lot's of responsibilities now!! You're finally becoming a man!!]

gago...hahah..not that I wasn't before...but yeah..I guess that hasn't sink in until now...

[I know right? Actually have real world..life affecting responsibilities now]

yeah..realized that just now

[tanga mo...ngayon mo lang na-realize yan??]

i guess..I haven't realized its magnitude before

[stupid boy]

Leave me alone!!

[Why are you talking to yourself???]

I dunno..I'm weird..or its a sign its time to sleep...there's just so much to write...lot of things running in my head right now...but I'll organize them first and settle them down...

[And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head
Get outta my head

Outta my, outta my head
Want you outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Get outta my head]

WTF??

GO LAKERS!!!